Where

I don't even know what's going on with me right now. It's not the people around me. It's me, purely me. Like, I feel so pathetic, so useless. I'm starting to question my existence here in this world, my purpose. I'm starting to wonder whether what and where I am right now is right. I'm starting to remember all the dreams I have and now, I feel like I am getting further away from my dreams. I feel like I have no clear destination and goals.

God, my 15 years old self had a lot of plans for uni but where had all the plans gone? Where had all the spirits gone? When did I become this unmotivated and so out of energy?

I am starting to mess up my future and everything I have ever planned and dreamed of.