Hiiiiiiiiii!!!!! omg its been a while and I miss blogging so muuuch, I miss this blog and everything on it and it's good to finally have the willingness to write on this site again aaaand I'm making this blog un-private again tho I have deleted some of my posts that I think were too personal hehe
So, to start off this blog again, I'm going to write my annual new year's post and if you're wondering, I always write about how my years went on this blog, so if you feel like reading my old annual new year's posts, you can scroll down this blog so yeah.
Anyway I think 2017 is a loooot better than 2016. There are a lot of surprises and unexpected things that happen to me this year and I can feel myself growing into a better woman in some ways. I think I have learned how to set my priorities right and to leave out things that are not important but I hope I do not mistake on what's important and what's not because sometimes I tend to do that a lot; to see the unimportant stuffs as something so important and leave out things that are actually important.
This year also marks my last active year at university, God, time flies. I remember 2 years ago how I couldn't wait to finish uni and get the hell out of that small crowded and suffocating place but now, I am kind of sad that I am actually leaving uni. There's no denying that uni was hard; sleepless nights, tired weary eyes, lifeless body, scary killer lecturers and morning classes. I am sure no one would miss any of that but I think in between classes, my friends and I learned how to survive together in campus. I know damn well that we have our own cliques and groups and we're not close to everyone in class but still, we have created a team, a new family and I couldn't ask for better partners in uni.
During our last class at uni, I got to know that there are people who I don't really talk to but they know me quite well and they sound so sincere and truthful and I literally cried when I hugged each one of them AND I HUGGED AT LEAST 50 PEOPLE THAT DAY OMG I FEEL SO WAAARM AND HAPPY. Gosh, I love these people and it sucks that I may not see all of them again next year :/
"Sal, I'm waiting for your novel"
"Sal, you write good fictions. Keep writing!"
"Sal, you got potentials to write!"
"Sal, you must publish something!"
Oh my God I have never felt so loved and cherished before like wow people actually know stuffs about me (in a good way). But really guys, I do not want to publish a novel. I mean, I write stories and have published some on Wattpad but I never finish them lol. I do love writing fictions a lot but I never thought of making it as my future job, it's just a hobby. But thank youuuu it really boosts me up to know that there are people who like my writings (I hope).
2017 is surprisingly good, tho there may be some bad things that happened, I have learned that it's better to count my blessings than to dwell on regrets and the what ifs. I know there are so many things that I am still not able to change or erase from me but I guess it takes a lot of time to change a person and I am so thankful for all the people who are still present in 2017 through every change I made, whether good or bad. Also for everyone who have been with me for years and still not leave. Yet. I mean, people will eventually leave, right? No one will stay forever so every year I always brace myself for goodbyes tho it doesn't get any easier each passing year.
Aaand, I want to thank my own self for surviving yet another year!! YAAAAY!! IT'S NOT EASY BUT I MADE IT TO THE LAST DAY OF DECEMBER!!! I really really really get to know a lot of new things this year I'm not even kidding :'). I did things I thought I wasn't capable of doing and I did it right :'). I know who are worth keeping and who are not and finally I cut toxic people out of my life for good AND IT FEELS SO GREAT!! BYE BITCHES!! And I read more books and I write more stories and it's been such an amazing year with lots and lots of amazing experiences I'd keep and remember forever.
Lastly, I want to remember 2017 as a year filled with nothing but joy and happiness so when I look back to this year, I will only know happiness and joy and the people I love so dearly; not the regrets or sadness or the people who left. So thank you 2017, for all the ups and downs.
Now, bring it on, 2018!
