grenade

I don't know what to write but I feel so sad right now and I know there's nothing better to relieve the pain than writing. It feels like everyone around me is sick. My brother, my friends' dads, my friend's mom and everyone. And there's nothing I can do. I always thought that everyone around me was immortal, never once I thought that someone would be gone. I thought I'd always have everyone I love in my grasp. But with everyone being sick, it made me realize that God can take anyone away from us in a blink of an eye. There's nothing immortal, not even the world. People will die so will I. So I guess people are like grenade. They will explode sooner or later and the ones who are too close to them, will feel the infinite amount of damage and pain it caused. And the pain will remain for so long and even if it is healed, it'll never be like it was once before. Because you can't fix what's been broken. You can't replace something that's missing.

Eid, and Visiting Relatives

So, first of all, I'd like to say Eid Mubarak to everyone who reads this (more like no one but yeah lol)!!!
anyway, I feel like this Ramadan went by so fast, it felt like that I was fasting for only 2 weeks instead of a whole month, but that's good, I think. I am always excited to welcome Eid. Who wouldn't be excited? You've got a lot of foods and cookies and new clothes and money. I have no reason not to be excited;)

Anyway what I kind of dislike about Eid is that my families have to visit my other relatives. My long lost relatives. It's not that I hate my relatives, well I also am not saying that I love them dearly, but you know what I mean. I don't love them or hate them but sometimes, they're annoying. Ugh. When I met all my aunts today, all they said was "OMG Ririn! You've grown up!! The last time I saw you, you were like only 6 years old oh god you're so tall now!!!!" and I was like 'OH-KAAAAAAAAAAAY??? of course I've grown up,

John Green!

I am in love with John Green!!!!!

He's literally one of the best author ever, really. His books amaze me. the way he wrote the story-lines, all the plots and the way he described things and people and everything and don't get me started with his amazing quotes that I found in his books!  his books make me feel happy, giddy, frustrated, depressed, sad and everything at the same time, and it was amazing.

These are my favorite books of John Green:
1. Looking for Alaska.
His very first book and yet, he managed to make it as a #1 New York Times bestseller book. It's a story about a boy named Miles or Pudge whose life used to be so dull and is captivated by last words. Ask him anyone's last words, and he'll answer it correctly! then, he went to a boarding school to search for a "Great Perhaps" and there, he met Alaska, a girl with a complicated life. In the end of the story, Alaska died, and no one knows whether she did it purposely or not. What I like about this book is that, it taught me that we need to leave the past behind us, that there's a reason behind every action, that the smallest thing we did can impact other's life, that nothing can last forever, not even the earth itself, that we are greater than the sum of our parts, that we are as indestructible as we believe ourselves to be and that we need never to be hopeless, because we can never be irreparably broken.

me is coming back! =]

HELLOOO!!!!!!!

its been like 5475935436 years since I last updated my blog. Well this blog was not supposed to be my personal blog, my teacher told me to use this blog for our ICT's homework buuuuuuuutttt, i'm no longer a freshman!! I repeat,  I AM NO LONGER A FRESHMAN! meaning, I don't have to use this blog as my schools project sooooo I've decided to use this blog as my personal blog. Yay me!

Anyway.... I know i've said it before... but I can't believe that i am a sophomore now!! a freaking sophomore... no longer a freshman....
So, after a lot of thinking I've finally decided to go into the social class. It's like the biggest decision I've ever made in my entire whole life...