Water.

Hi!! I've been so busy with school now. Like really really busy. School starts at 7 am and I go home at 7 pm *sighs* I'm literally patting my own shoulder right now. And to make it worse, extra lessons will start this week. YAY just what I really need. Not really. Anyway, have I mentioned that I will be 18 this year? Probably not. So, here I say it. I'll be 18 this year. Eight freaking teen. 1 to the 8. 18. I just can't believe it. I remember spending my 15th bday with my family and later, I'll be spending my 18thh bday. Time really does fly. Like you just sleep and you wake up 5 years later. Someone told me that time is like water. And I didn't understand back then, but now I do. Time can flow as fast as the waterfall when you don't really pay attention to it, but if you pay your attention to the time, if you can't stop looking at the clock and waiting for the time to go fast, then the time will be as still as the water in the lake.

Time goes so fast when we're having fun and so slow when we're waiting for a math class to be over. Anyway, I'm somehow excited to leave school. Excited to see another part of the world and all the new upcoming experiences. And besides, who wouldn't be excited to leave the hell-hole we call school? The only think that makes me sad about leaving school is leaving all the friends I've known for so long. I'm so used to seeing them everyday and then suddenly, BAM, I will not see them anymore. I'll be looking at different faces, hearing different laughs and voices. Sometimes I wonder whether my friends will remember me in 10/15 years later. Will I remember them? I don't know. I do hope I will because it would be such a shame to forget what I used to have with my friends. But only time can tell that. The only thing I know is that we have to appreciate the little time we have right now. What matters is the present. Right now. Not the past or the future. Have fun now, because later, you will not know how to have fun, you'll be too busy making money to even know what fun is. Enjoy it while it lasts, because before you know it, our time will end and there's nothing you can do. Because time is like water that flow in the river and we're the boat in that river. We can only go forward, following the stream. You will never be able to row your boat against the stream, just like how you will never be able to walk back into the past.

"Row, row, row your boat gently down the stream
Merrily, merrily, merrily, merrily life is but a dream"