Monday, November 2, 2015

me in this couples of months

Hi! it's been a while since the last time I wrote about my life and I guess this will be a post where I basically write about anything that has been happening and it's going to be a waste of post, I know.

The third semester is not actually that bad. Really. The homework are not that many and I don't really have to stay up late every night doing my homework because guess what?! I am so done with procrastinating and life has been so GREAT since I tried to stop procrastinating things (<< that rhymes!) Like, seriously, why did I ever procrastinate before? How many hours of sleeps have I wasted just because I procrastinate things?  The answer will remain a mystery.

Yeah, uni life has been fine and actually better than the last semester. The only thing I dislike about this semester is the lecturers. Some of them just like to skip classes to do only God-knows-what and once they come they only give a task to everyone and it's basically adding one more problem to everyone's life but me because newsflash, I don't do procrastinate anymore :)

Bragging can be so fun sometimes.

Another thing I don't like about this semester is that my 4 classes start at 8 am. It's a complete struggle. Can you imagine how much effort do I have to put everyday to actually get up from my bed and take a shower and get ready and go to the uni? So many efforts, it's unbelievable.

I know, I like to exaggerate things. That's one of my talents.

Oh by the way, I am so left behind my reading challenge and I don't think I can complete my own challenge this year. It's not that I don't have time, it's just I'm not in the mood to read and whenever I feel like reading, I can't find that one book that makes me want to read again and I do not want to read series or trilogy or anything else, I want a stand-alone book but nothing really catches my eyes. Recommendations are welcomed, though!

Seriously, I am in need of a good book.

Oh! Did I mention that I almost fainted on my first day of period?! Oh god, that was the most painful stomach cramp I had ever experienced in my whole entire life and on scale 1-10, the pain was an absolutely 10. It hurt so much that I almost fainted. At first it was just like another stomach cramp but then it got worse so I decided to drink a pill (I never really drank pills before, only once) and instead of getting better, I got worse. My view started to turn yellow-ish and grey-ish and I was on a motorbike with my boyfriend and thank god we made it to my room, well not really. I puked out the whole instant noodle and the pill in the trash bin in front of my room and it was like the little amount of remaining energy in my body was drained out out of me and I couldn't stop sweating.

Period is a complete disaster. The pain can be so unbearable and I think guys have no rights to say "She's mad, she's on her period". I mean, I am not offended, but if you guys have to go through what we have to go through every month, then maybe you guys will get it why we can be so grumpy and moody sometimes. It's not an unreasonable excuse. It's really reasonable to be grumpy in that time of a month because it hurts and so uncomfortable and everything becomes so annoying.

What else?

Well, life has been really nice to me lately. I feel like everything is finally falling into places. Maybe that's why people need to fall apart first, so that the pieces of them could finally fall into the right places. Now I understand when people say "hang on in there, things will get better". Because it really will. Things get better. You'll get better, so hang on just a little more. Life will always be worth it.

And I really hope everything will stay still at their own places for a very very long time. Fingers crossed, baby. Fingers crossed.

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