Hello, orange!

Hello!

Finally I'm back!--not that anyone cares. Lol. So I decided to check my blog and surprisingly, I still have plenty readers from my last post, well, it could be the same person that reads my post over and over again but yeah, whatever. I've been writing a lot of things on Medium and I might stay there for a little while because it's fun there and I've been on WordPress too but what I wrote there was a little too personal so I immediately deleted everything right after I wrote it which made all my writing pointless. But there are nothing like this blog! This site keeps on making me come back every time I want to stop writing here. Told you I cannot stay away from this lovely bloggie for so long :P

Anyway, I just edited my whole blog and it looks so beautiful now with those sunflowers on the side! Hehe. And yes, the main colour of my blog is now orange. Why? Because I've always been in love with orange. Yes, orange, that colour some people hate because it is too bright for their liking. But I love orange and the brightness of it. Orange always lights up the whole room, just like the sun when it's about to appear, stealing everyone's attention.

Orange is also the colour of sunrise and sunset. The beauty is beyond word, especially if you watch it on the beach. The moment when the sun is about to kiss the sea is the most beautiful scenery I have ever seen. All the clouds alone suddenly turn to orange, the kind of orange that make people stop and stare. The kind of orange that make people feel grateful that they're living on this earth. The kind of orange that make people forget that this world is broken beyond repair. The kind of orange that you cannot find on your computer's colour-wheel. Beautiful is not even enough to describe that orange.

And I think that's how a person be. The kind of person that when you enter a room, people will feel grateful that you're there with them, and when you go away, people will feel even more grateful because they have the chance to be in the same room as you, even after that things will go dark. You, as a person, should amaze other people with your shine, with how you make other people feel, just like the sunlight. You never really see the sun with your eyes, do you? But all you know is that the sun exists and it has given you a lot and that it makes you feel warms and safe. You don't like the sun, you need the sun.

And I think that's the kind of women I want to be. The one who radiates a lot of orange that will make some people's lives a little bit brighter than before and give a hint of warmness to the people around me.

Or if it is too much, I wish I could be someone's orange that whenever I enter the room, I will brighten and light up someone else's life.


You are my orange.
And I wish I am your orange, too. Even though I know you don't like orange except for orange the fruit.