A sinner's flower

He is an orange flower that blooms during the hurricanes,
A flower made by God himself,
Petals by petals,
He put diamonds and golds and silvers,
And petals by petals,
He arranged him,
Perfecting him like He had no tomorrow.

But in the end, he came out a little bit too perfect,
Too beautiful for the humankind,
So He added thorns,
And He said,
"The one who deserves you,
Will look at you,
With nothing else but love and admiration,
Will accept all your thorns and flaws,
And love you still,
For those thorns are nothing but an addition
To you perfection"

Then, I ask God, am I deserving of His flower that blooms during hurricanes? Or have I sinned too much to actually have him in my arms?