it's funny, indeed.

Learning to love someone you never thought you'd give a shot at love is... fascinating. Falling for that someone is even more fascinating. You know he was there. He existed in your world. You talked and joked with him almost everyday and you never thought you would end up with him, not even in your wildest dream.

But one day you woke up and something changed. The convo on the phone won't stop even if it was past 12 am. The convo got deeper and there were so many secrets shared, so many confessions, the harmless convo about books turned into flirty jokes and there was not a day when you didn't chat with him. You thought it was all harmless. Only two teenagers sharing secrets and throwing some flirty notes. It got complicated when feelings started to blossom. The confessions got deeper. It was not about bad things or stupid things anymore. Feelings were confessed. Words of love were spoken. Poems, writings, songs were shared. And suddenly, they were not only two teenagers sharing secrets anymore.

And now it's like you know a part of him that he never shows. Before, it was like you only saw one part of a coin and now, you see both part of a coin. The more you spend time with him, the more you learn things about him that no one knows. And despite the confusion and the doubt, you learn to love him as a whole. You learn to love his scars, his beauty, his flaws and his perfections. And in the middle of learning to love, without you knowing, you are already falling, freestyle. Every word he writes for you makes you feel high. Every sweet thing he does paints a big smile on your face. Every poem he gives to you makes your heart beat faster. Everything he does just suddenly seems so breathtaking and the world becomes a very beautiful place to stay.

Isn't it funny? You never thought you'd become this attached to him. Hell, you never thought you'd fall for him, let alone be with him for more than 5 months. But here you are now. Writing about someone you wish you'd grow up with.