I think no one can figure out the way my brain works. It's so frustrating that NO ONE can actually understand what I really want and what I really want to hear. I mean, it's clearly not their mistakes, I know it damn well. But ugh! I cannot be mad at them since it's actually my fault for not telling them what I really really want but I am not good at asking for anything, I do not like to ask for a help, so I stay silent and nod along but deep down, DEEP DEEP DOWN WITHIN MY HEART, I disagree, I am hoping that someone can tell that I am lying but no IT NEVER HAPPENS BECAUSE THE WORLD DOESN'T WORK LIKE THAT.
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